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And So It Is.

After all the broken hearts, I’ve finally figured out the problem. I fall in love a little too late. I guard my heart like some kind of castle. I don’t let them in when they want. I wait until they’re long gone, then I realize they were the one I wanted all along.

A Million Little Pieces.

I think about her. I think about the first time I saw her. I was eighteen and at School and I was sitting by myself under the orange and yellow of a fading October tree. I had a book in my hand and I was reading and for some reason I looked up. She was walking alone across the lawn of the School with an armful of papers. She tripped and the papers fell to the ground and as she bent over to get them she looked around to see if anyone had noticed. She didn't see me, but as she scrambled to pick up her papers, I saw her.
She didn't see me, but I saw her.

Charlie,

We accept the love we think we deserve.

Thanksgiving Eve.

Spending Thanksgiving with my soul mate:

Karissa Marie Kirk.

& Mom, Lori (2nd mom), Kass and Shawn.

A much-needed break from the busyness ahead!

Moving!

Had a great time with Nat & Linds last night

in my future home:

Hermosa Beach.

There is a lot to be thankful for this holiday:

I am surrounded by such amazing people,

am getting my entire school tuition paid for,

will be living with my two best girlfriends in LA,

& met someone wonderful whom I am hoping

will be in my life for years to come.

I love where I'm at, and where I am going to be.

To show my appreciation, I think it's time

I volunteer to give back to the community.

Maybe help out at a children's hospital?

Anyhow,

Happy Thanksgiving!

Hey...

it would be fine if you want to come over at nine.

We can lay on the floor and watch a movie that we've already seen.
Or we can talk and touch with the radio on,
we'll wait for awhile, 'til they play our song.

How I Feel.

Had a very interesting Monday night.

Enjoyable actually.

Dealt with a thief, and made some

new friends dressed in a striking shade of blue.

Very similar to my Halloween costume.

Lesson: Don't mess with the ones I love.

Tonight was wonderful as well.

Met Nathalie's mom and Grandma.

Ate at Takami, a delicious sushi restaurant.

Regarding love...

I'm feeling torn between wanting everything

and nothing at the same time.

Maybe the resolution is

I want something right in the middle.

In-between.

Torn between wanting you: you are comfort.

Or wanting something new: he is excitement.

I think you feel the same.

What I'm trying to say isn't really new.

It's just the things that happen to me when I'm reminded of you.

Like when I hear your name or see a place that you've been,

or see a picture of your grin or pass a house that you've been in.

It sets off something in me that I can't explain,

and I really just can't wait to see you again.